Of love and lust

Word got out that James and I had broken up... Me being a girl-next-door kind of vibe, had some interested fellas... However, it's not that easy to catch my eye. Not that I'm a picky girl... There's just something a guy has to have, this fire in his eyes, that can show me I make his knees tremble... God, I'm starting to sound a bit cocky. I'm not, I promise :) I'm actually super conscious about myself and have a very low self esteem... I guess that's why I feel the need for that kind of attention:cause that external validation from someone worthy, makes me feel powerful. One of the interested guys was a friend that I had met at a wedding a couple of years before, even before James. He had that surfer vibe - tan and chill - but at the same time, he was kind of posh. Plus he had this naughty smile to die for. So you knew he was a bad guy. We started chatting again, and it wasn't long before he invited me for coffee. Surprisingly enough (or not) coffee turn...

It was our final year, and I was going to go to college soon. I was always a very good student, and not even occasionally playing with him under the desk, would distract me from getting straight ‘A’s. James on the other hand, although all our study sessions (where we would actually study) was failing Math. Although I wanted our love to last, I could see it was not meant to be. He loved me too much for his own good. And me, well I was moving away to go to college and was starting to realize we wanted very different things in life. It was then that 1 week after our 2y anniversary, I told him we would have to part ways. I will never forget his face. The tears in his eyes made them change from green into yellow. It was the most beautiful crying face I think I will ever see. A couple of days later, we had our last sexual encounter: pure lust on top of the dinning room table. I would most definitely miss his body on mine, but it was time to move on...

We were always together, the three mosquetteers: James, me and our friend, Fred. Fred was super shy and never had much luck in the girl department.    Since springbreak was coming, me and another girl from school, Lilly, decided to give him a little help. One day after school, Lilly and I went to the apothecary and ask for something to give him that would make him loosen up (and by loose, I mean horny/erect). We told the lady it was for a gag and she gave us this drops of an African root that typically people would use 10, but she said use 30. She also advised us that it would only work if he would get turned on by something. So we had the stuff, and trip was coming and we wanted to try out the effect in order to understand what could go wrong. We both decide we were going to test it out with our boyfriends. The day had come when we had agreed we would do the test. Everyday I would wake up earlier and go and wake up James. He lived alone with his mom, and she usually left pret...