Of love and lust

It was our final year, and I was going to go to college soon. I was always a very good student, and not even occasionally playing with him under the desk, would distract me from getting straight ‘A’s. James on the other hand, although all our study sessions (where we would actually study) was failing Math. Although I wanted our love to last, I could see it was not meant to be. He loved me too much for his own good. And me, well I was moving away to go to college and was starting to realize we wanted very different things in life. It was then that 1 week after our 2y anniversary, I told him we would have to part ways. I will never forget his face. The tears in his eyes made them change from green into yellow. It was the most beautiful crying face I think I will ever see. A couple of days later, we had our last sexual encounter: pure lust on top of the dinning room table. I would most definitely miss his body on mine, but it was time to move on...

We were always together, the three mosquetteers: James, me and our friend, Fred. Fred was super shy and never had much luck in the girl department.    Since springbreak was coming, me and another girl from school, Lilly, decided to give him a little help. One day after school, Lilly and I went to the apothecary and ask for something to give him that would make him loosen up (and by loose, I mean horny/erect). We told the lady it was for a gag and she gave us this drops of an African root that typically people would use 10, but she said use 30. She also advised us that it would only work if he would get turned on by something. So we had the stuff, and trip was coming and we wanted to try out the effect in order to understand what could go wrong. We both decide we were going to test it out with our boyfriends. The day had come when we had agreed we would do the test. Everyday I would wake up earlier and go and wake up James. He lived alone with his mom, and she usually left pret...

We were always together, the three mosquetteers: James, me and our friend, Fred. Fred was super shy and never had much luck in the girl department.    Since springbreak was coming, me and another girl from school, Jenny, decided to give him a little help. One day after school, Jenny and I went to the apothecary and ask for something to give him that would make him loosen up (and by loose, I mean horny/erect). We told the lady it was for a gag and she gave us this drops of an African root that typically people would use 10, but she said use 30. She also advised us that it would only work if he would get turned on by something. So we had the stuff, and trip was coming and we wanted to try out the effect in order to understand what could go wrong. We both decide we were going to test it out with our boyfriends. The day had come when we had agreed we would do the test. Everyday I would wake up earlier and go and wake up James. He lived alone with his mom, and she usually left pret...

I t was our first anniversary, and James and I really wanted to make it extra special. I got home after school to discover that he had sent a bouquet of roses to my house. I'm not that type of girl, to be honest, but that was James always making me feel extra special! We had a date planned to have dinner at the fanciest place in town. It was a very cold night but I got my pretty black dress, heels and a fur coat (cause otherwise I would freeze), and off we went walking to the place. I remember I had seafood curry which is one of my favorite foods to this day, and that the waiters were extra attentive to the cute teenage couple sharing a special meal that night. After sharing dessert, we went on to the beach which was close by. I had bought some red fur handcuffs because we had planned to have a little love ritual. We would 'marry' ourselves under the stars. We both put on the handcuffs on our right arm, and we went to place our hands in the water and make oaths of forever l...

Well teenager me, didn't know about love or anything, so when a certain colleague started to give me attention it wasn't long before I started having confused feelings. These will be the highlights of my 9month story with the one before: George.  George was also in my class, somewhere between 8th grade and freshman year, and he was super nice and always so pleasing to everyone. So we used to make fun of him for being as nice as a puppy. Somewhere along me teasing him and what not, all of his cuteness kind of grew on me.  On our first valentine's day together, I thought it was funny to buy him a kamasutra illustrated book. As you may already have guessed, it didn't take long for us to want to try and experiment some of the suggestions in the book. We would hang out with a couple of other friends, in a house near school that would be empty most of the time during the day, and for some time we would just fool around in one of the bedrooms.  A couple of months passe...

Me and James were dating for a while now, and we were talking about moving our relationship to the next level for a while. He was 2 years older than me (because I was ahead a year, and he had flunked a year) and had already had some experience with his previous girlfriend. He was super sweet with me and never pressured me to do anything, he knew I would find my own time. We already had gone up till 3 rd  base for a while (I had previous experience in that part), but I really wanted to make a home run. So first I went to a doctor’s appointment because I wanted to be safe. I knew all the information from school and what at that time you called the internet, and I knew I wanted to take the pill. I could never go to my mother about these things. She was really open about everything, but she didn’t take me seriously. Like the time I told her I had my first period and she just laughed and said I was making it up. No, I had learned the hard way that this was something to do on my own. So ...