Now the other beginning – How I lost my virginity

Me and James were dating for a while now, and we were talking about moving our relationship to the next level for a while. He was 2 years older than me (because I was ahead a year, and he had flunked a year) and had already had some experience with his previous girlfriend. He was super sweet with me and never pressured me to do anything, he knew I would find my own time. We already had gone up till 3rd base for a while (I had previous experience in that part), but I really wanted to make a home run.


So first I went to a doctor’s appointment because I wanted to be safe. I knew all the information from school and what at that time you called the internet, and I knew I wanted to take the pill. I could never go to my mother about these things. She was really open about everything, but she didn’t take me seriously. Like the time I told her I had my first period and she just laughed and said I was making it up. No, I had learned the hard way that this was something to do on my own. So I start taking the pill, and 3 months later I’m feeling comfortable enough. Of course we also used a condom, but 15 year old me wanted to be extra careful.


The day had come. My stay-at-home mom had gone to the city all day, and was going to be out for some hours. So he came to see me at my house. I took him to my bedroom and we started making out in a futon I had in a corner. He was so nervous about hurting me in any way, he was taking his time. Me on the other hand just couldn’t wait much longer.


As usual we started kissing. He kissed my neck and then a small bite. Ohh, how I liked when he bit me. His hand started to caress me. First my thigh, then inner thigh, then all the way up to my clit and inside of me. Felt amazing, but I couldn't wait for the main event. As I finally felt him inside me, I almost burst into tears. I was so happy. The most amazing feeling I had ever felt, just like that. So easy, so perfect. 


Many of my friends have stories of feeling pain, discomfort or just 'well it happened'. Of all the girls I have ever known, I'm the only one who could actually orgasm at my very first time. How lucky was I?..



As a side note, I'll leave two remarks: 

1. I think the reason why it felt so right for me is because I wasn't nervous at all and I was really comfortable with him. 

2. To this day I feel like I must thank James for being the guy that he was. Maybe I would have had a different relationship with sex if it wasn't for him. Probably not though 

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  1. XardonéJuly 2, 2020 at 6:12 PM

    Yup, I'm the "well it happened" girl... 😂 Luckily for me it got better with time 😁

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    1. MiaJuly 12, 2020 at 1:09 PM

      Thanks for commenting! Hey consider yourself lucky you didnt fall into the the 'oh so painfull' category and very happy to know it got better with time... It usually does! Feel free to share any stories with me :)

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